I've had quite a block recently. I haven't been able to make any update on my website. I feel tired and drained, but most importantly, disappointed in myself. I want to have a cool website and being able to do cool things on the internet. But I think as Schopenhauer would say:

It probably doesn't bother you enough as you're not doing anything.

Schopenhauer

Something like this, I'm not an expert on german philosophy. I'm not an expert in philosophy at all.

This website is slowly drifting away from a journey to understand Computer science and being better at it to a personal blog where I will talk about nonsense and say fake stuff.

I don't like it but I still feel that I need to post. I need to create new posts, update my RSS flux and make this website something. I don't know what to do to make it more interesting. I'm full of doubts and worries, being unemployed, facing rejections after rejections. It's hard to stay positive.

With IA on top of that. I feel behind on this topic as my last job had an anti-AI policy because I was in the defense sector. So it feels like a lot with agentic IA, skills, and any other things that seems to pop every 2 hours.

I should find a way to connect to others. To share my work, see their work and interact with it. I should also make email addresses for this domain so people can interact with me. Setting up a mail server should be a nice challenge I think.